We are now back from the mountains (Jämtland) and a mini vacation at our wonderful friends in Östersund. Forests, lakes, and a hilly, cold place that we will one day call home. It was like everything we been looking for, and I felt that this was "home". It's funny that I drag me there to that part of Seden, when it's from the begining my "mom's roots". My mother grew up in Sundsvall, which is not far away. We went on a Sunday night and arrived at one on Monday. On Tuesday we went to Åre. Then yesterday at 6:00, we took the train to Stockholm, Malmö and on the bus towards Hollviken. At 17.05 we were home again .. A looooong journey. Not quite as fun but it was so worth it!
Oh how time flies away when you're having fun. Tuesday, James came from England and we've only had it cozy and chill since. I have also worked a little at the cinema, sold some clothes on tradera.se (swedish ebay) and started to train a little bit again. Long walks are nice but you don't get any muscles! Haha :) We have also booked train to Östersund and Åre on 20de October to visit our wonderful friends Julia & Pete who lives up there and studies. Åre is such a place that I can see myself stay in a long time. Forests and skiing in winter as the mountainbike in the summer. It is very beautiful!
And making love with you is all I wanna do.
Loving you is more then just a dream come true,
And everything that I do, is out of loving you.
No one else can make me feel the colors that you bring.
Stay with me while we grow old and we will live each day inspringtime.
Cause loving you has made my life so beautifull,
And everyday of my life is filled with loving you. v
Och efter en lång helg på bion så avslutades kvällen tillsammans med Ingela, Viktoria och min mamma. Middag hemma hos oss, köttbiff med brunsås, blomkålsmos, lingon och saltgurka (det är min favorit rätt!). Sen har vi ätit pepparkakor, druckit julmust och lyssnat på julmusik. En super söndag kväll med massor av prat:) Härligt att ta igen då jag inte träffat min gamla klasskompis Viktora på alldeles för länge.
Right now I'm glued to the couch, full in the stomach with home cooking, gingerbread cookies and other goodies :) But before I come to tonight's activities , I have to tell you what has been happening the last few days. For those of you who do not know, I am back to my old job seans Sept. 28, here in Höllviken , and for those of you who do not know what my old work is, I can tell you that when I was 16 and in high school, I worked at a movie theater (cinema) located down here, called Biohuset . I am working now over October and November for part-time work . It's really great fun :) I am very happy to be there again!
And after a long weekend at the cinema so the evening ended with Ingela , Viktoria and my mom. Dinner at our house, meat steak with gravy, cauliflower puree, lingonberries and pickled cucumber (it's my favorite dish!). Then we had some gingerbread, drinking root beer (I dont know what root beer is but in Sweden we call it "Jul must", and it's a "Christmas soda", taste similar to Coca Cola) and listened to Christmas music. A super Sunday evening with lots of chatter :) Great to catch up when I have not met my old classmate Viktora on far too long.
My mom and I were off yesterday and decided to go through all of our clothes, put on Tradera and part is given away. Half the day was spent taking fotton at Odd Molly clothing and more. Today I have further gone through my stuff, four boxes are packed from before and needed probably two or three more. I feel very happy that I have all my things organized, but is also a little sad when I realize that everything is probably just going to stand in the garage for another year (or two, who knows). I do not have a "home feeling" this time here in Hollviken and Skåne. Even if everything is exactly as it was, I have somehow grown away from this lifestyle. Obviously it's nice to be with Mom & Dad, meet grandmother, brother and so, but it's not my home and life longer if you know what I mean. Where do I and James belong? I miss the mountains and outdoor nature, but still can not see myself living in Italy for a long time when I think about it. I always long for having our own home along with James, a place where we have our things and can feel secure. There will come a day, and I sometimes get a little stressed and want it now at once! This can not happen overnight, it all takes time. Speaking of time, I have much time now that I'm home to think about all those things that make me anxious, and no adult stuff, sorry I'm whining .. Phew that I have some work on biohuset when I'm here :)